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Wednesday, June 08, 2005

I begin to love this job more and more...

So much challenges !
I really look forward for every working day
Every flight is different and there are so much to learn!

Series of tubulences and tubulence ....testing my patiences!
Testing my character

Will I able to withstand the endless adversities?

I got to handle

my colleagues
my superior
my customer
my duties
weather
multi-taskercity
myimages
my character
my cool to handle all sort of unexpected happening without panic.
the complexity of human relationship and also the contridiction of it

Today I just got ppl to say something that i think is rather hupm ... unpleasant . rubbish-worthy comments
i think she got a problem with me . Hupm
This is wat I feel
1) disgusted
2)judgemental
3)tainted by those batch of black crows ...hupm .....gals that had badly portrayed me . I am adsurdly disappointed .
4)childish and gross
spiteful!
Well , she is nothing to wants to harm me but she is just honest, frank, and sometimes to the extent of blunt and tactless. Like minority of others , she had a misconception abt me that I nd some babysit? (let rejoice the power of rumours and wrongful gossip by the childish others.)

Come on ! Lets admit it ! The human nature of people merely nodded along with their friends. Friends they think they want to be with and think of their same kind. They preferred not try to convince them the otherwise. Why? Because their friends look down on her, and they are afraid to contradict them. looking down ? That is a cruel fact , they take it that they can look down on people who are different from them.

They would have defended the poor guy- But they found it hard to do it for the loyalty as friend, or for simple JUSTICE.

In exchange, I welcomes brutal honesty back, without complain.

they tok abt others , they never think abt how good they are . Do they get a good compliment letter from customer that the feedback is all the good thing about me ? Do they got compliment letter from their colleague. Many of the time , i got compliment and likes from my customers but they have not have the chances to write it down on words.... If i can get a compliment letter now , I can get it in the future and I shall not ... mind my words to spite at those ppl who dun worth of my time . Save the salivery , save the water , save the earth , water is precious! i shall use action to prove my quality work

etc etc ... yawn .... I just got immune with it ... coz u know why ? I could not get myself bothered feeling bad with those rubbish comments by people who contridict themselves ---- people who have their words so crude and hurtful that they think these comments can hurt me. How i shuddered with those ppl. Thanks to them , i emerged stronger each time... becoz I am an aries.I do observe ppl . I know how they work and how they behave phoniness, in front of the others. I am hearing again and again that , nobody can prove my innocence except from my customer.

Do u know how I deal with these ppl ? i keep quiet and do my work. okay okay okay ..But at the back when nobody is watching I giggled with delight... then I will get my compliment letter from customer and slove it into their mouth the next moment they open their mouth
Thoes showed loyalty and protectiveness towards me, I silently appreciated it
On the other hand , can simplicity me be a complicated superhuman
who can juggles balls like a clown ?

hey , that is difficult man !

That is the price that I have to pay if I want to remain a distance from colleagues and low profile.

Huh huh I got carried away . ,my mom complaining ... I am going to slp now

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